Early Childhood and Family Influence

The Mini Bio

During my childhood, I was partly raised by my Grandmother, who shared with me her deep belief in various superstitions. She spoke of unseen worlds governed by mysterious rules that could not be perceived by the naked eye. Among these rules were warnings such as never hanging your feet over the bed—lest something reach out and grab them—and always making sure the closet was closed at night. She cautioned me from a young age to avoid opening doors that I would not be able to close. These stories and rules left a lasting impression on me and soon became a foundation for my fascination with the paranormal.

Developing an Interest in the Paranormal

As I grew older, my grandmother’s tales fueled an excitement for exploring worlds beyond our own. This led to an early interest in horror stories, and at just five years old, I began reading works by Edgar Allan Poe. My curiosity about the supernatural was further shaped by personal experiences, the first of which occurred when I was only nine months old—a night terror so vivid and haunting that it remained with me throughout my life. The creature I encountered in that experience has not appeared to me since, but the memory remains incredibly surreal, recalling that my eyes were open the whole time.

Nightmares and Family Beliefs

Throughout my childhood, nightmares continued to plague me, inspired by supernatural themes and rooted in a mix of heavy trauma and the influences of my family’s beliefs. In our family, there was a strong conviction that the spirits of our ancestors surrounded us, watching over and guiding us through life’s journey. Over time, my dreams became more vivid and intense, often taking on apocalyptic themes and presenting visions of angels, devils, and their interactions with humanity. I also experienced dreams of vast oceans, tidal waves, and powerful storms that seemed to echo my turbulent inner world.

Adapting Through Life’s Journey

As the years passed, I navigated a path that sometimes felt treacherous, contending with challenging situations and environments. Despite these obstacles, I continued to adapt and grow. It was not until my later thirties, after settling down in Texas, that I truly felt able to breathe again. In this new environment, I laid the foundation for my career in Quantum Physics, driven by a lifelong passion for science and inspired by research into HP Lovecraft and his work, as well as our work in “Looking Over The Cliff.”

The Queen’s Lantern

This painting serves as a profound representation of the circumstances life presents to us, visualized through the metaphor of cards dealt by fate. It delves into the complex and overwhelming emotions experienced while navigating trauma, capturing the intensity and confusion that often accompany such journeys.

In the background, the presence of a door stands as a powerful symbol for the journey toward healing. It represents the possibility of moving forward, suggesting hope and transformation beyond the immediate struggles depicted in the painting.

The clocks incorporated into the artwork act as reminders of the passage of time. They mark moments of personal significance, emphasizing how time can shape and define the healing process as well as the memories associated with overcoming adversity.

The image of the blindfolded moon highlights the idea that clarity is often elusive during our most difficult challenges. Only after we have confronted and surmounted these obstacles does true understanding and insight begin to emerge, reinforcing the painting’s overarching narrative of growth and resilience.

Behind the Dark

This artwork is deeply rooted in my personal affection for Paris, New Orleans, and my French heritage. The painting serves as a visual representation of the qualities that make these locations so captivating to me.

Paris and New Orleans each possess an abundance of stories, weaving together moments of joy and sorrow. The histories of these cities are layered with both warnings and blessings, creating a tapestry of experiences that are both bright and shadowed.

Within the painting, subtle elements are incorporated to enhance its narrative depth. For example, a discreet phrase is hidden within the depiction of the catacombs, inviting viewers to look closer and uncover the layers of meaning embedded in the piece.

The overarching intention behind the artwork is to illustrate the interconnectedness of life and death. Additionally, the painting seeks to convey the unseen influence of the paranormal, suggesting its quiet presence within the fabric of everyday reality.