There have been moments in my life when I calculated every possible outcome, fully aware that nothing was certain. Taking the next step was essential for growth and absolutely terrifying. I set out in search of myself, of people and culture, and of the world, hoping to understand more and uncover deeper meaning. I fought to hold onto my drive, knowing my future self depended on it. I’m grateful for that drive to connect and discover. Through this journey, I’ve built deeper relationships, created more art, written more, and taken steps toward becoming a physicist.