I often see the connections in paths and how it all brought me to this moment. Life was hell at first, but now I’m living my best life with a deep understanding of how it all works. I can apply this lived experience and it’s helping me through different situations. I don’t want that to change any of that. The crapfest which was the first 38 years, now guides me to make better decisions and to steer me clear of certain outcomes moving forward.